failure..

got so much to say.. but dunnno where to say.. who to say to.. who to tell.. feel like crying.. my life sucks... prob should end this shitty life now... as in rite now.. coward! you wouldn't!! haaa... you are rite.. i wouldn't.. too scared... j keeps saying i'm angelic.. crazy.. i've got a bitter devil inside.. so be careful.. i get easily jealous then i'll be gg ard stabbing pple who are better than me.. so tat i'm the best! (seee?!) (that is the majority of the population.. so i'll be prob alone in the world later!!!) went nuh with j today to eat.. think the carrot cake not bad.. so crispy.. should go there to eat more often.. at least it's real food.. not the fake ones we get in sch.. even though it's cheaper... sigh.. why can't pple get value for money! then we went orchard.. so crowded.. sianz.. wanted to watch movie.. too ex.. wanted to ice skate... muscle aching... wanted to go merlion park.. no bus back.. plans all pushed back.. ultra sianz... feel like throwing in the towel.. screwed up all my papers.. shall wear a red shirt to exam next time round..