failure

just checked my marks for phy mid term feeling very lousy now.. how?! worse than last sem's.. rem the feeling of staring at the paper and blanking out.. know how peg felt.. dun like that feeling.. how? a'lvl could do the 10-yr... uni?! who is offering tution?! ah... flopped phy.. flopped programming.. lab should die de... too.. so many flops.. feel like a lousy person...