open cellly...

just came back from the open cell today... hee... talked about the desire to love but yet yearn to be loved... about the desire to fight but yearn to be fought for... and about the desire to dunno wat... so sorri... can't rem... hmmm.... and i had my fifth bdae celebration !!!! haa... so nice so sweet of them... stella bought the cake from bt timah all the way down just for the celebration so so sweet.... so nice... hee.. and i recieved the first bdae card for this 19th bdae.. hee... so ultra special.... so happi... the happiness was starting to die down liao... but now it's coming back... happi happi.... but i didn't go for julee's bdae party... feel bad... but apparently nicholas also didn't go... :P then went for dinner at Mac's... and winnie came to my room just now.. promised to go to hers the week after as next week.. fri to be exact they will be celebrating mid autumn... at botanic gdn... and it's MUMMY's bdae tat day... shall not go for mid autumn... shall go home... hee... still waiting for kender surprise celebration... realised tat the condoms jieli wanted might have been meant for me....