my blog seems to be somewhere that nobody reads.. oh well.. maybe cos i didn't read yours.. thousands apologies..

alot of things on my mind these days.. my job that i am getting very tired of.. stress from parents.. from cpf board.. and some other stuff.. so much so that it's paralysing me.. i can only sit here and think.. and nothing else..

i wish i hope.. all my applicantions will come back with some sound..
i wish i hope.. i can go back to german and germany and all the things i love
i wish i hope.. that i can learn to accept the life that i know little about//
i wish i hope.. i would be strong.. and tide over this..
i wish i hope.. someone would leave a comment.. :P
good for you that you have walked out of your dark dark times.. sometimes i wonder if i created this myself.. protraiting myself as an ambitious person when i really just wanna be able to slack.. a xiao nu(e) ren..