pursuit of happyness

every tuesday we have a little session just to watch movies.. from 2 pm to 4pm.. shiok right? it's motivational movies.. we watched pursuit of happyness yesterday..

i have absolutely no recollection that i have watched the movie before... but as i watched the movie.. i realised that i definitely have watched it before.

i still remember the feelings after watching it for the first time. "wow this guy is good.. he perserved and he achieved... I think i'll never have to go down a similar path.. at least i dun think i will.. cos i think i'll fail along the journey.."

this shows you how wrong we can be.. how wrong a person can get.. and how fate can play you out..

never would i have thought that i would a self employed shortly after my graduation. thoughts of self employment only comes after having gathered enough capital after being employed for a while.. but now..

the movie related to me more than anything else today. having sunk my entire hopes and dreams and time into this career.. i definitely hope that i would not have to wait till so long to see daylight.. i hope i will be able to perserve and achieve "what others have not thought was possible for me"..

good movies like all good books give you a different feeling each time you watch it again.. cos the path we walked today will never be repeated because our mentality and state of mind would have changed..

live today like there's no other...
cos the moment this second passed.. it will never be repeated again..

must think act and feel the same.. =) live in nowness!!