last day of lectures

nope.. it didn't fully hit me tat friday was the last day of all lectures till near the end of the lect when joan whipped out her camera and announce tat we should take some pictures tog..

4years have just flown past me.. from the very first year when i went for 3-4 camps in a row.. insanely happening.. joined nvac guilly felt insanely lonely and outcast.. become programmer in minds camp.. do all the sai kang..

to second year when i decided to pull up my grades abit more.. applied for sep.. cursed the admin for the deadline in the middle of the exams.. started wondering why i spend 3hrs every week to and fro guilly.. become treasurer to minds camp.. roped xl in for the camp.. was asst councillor for engin o week.. had my immersion and 3 weeks of insane europe tour during e hols.. and finally finished up charity fiesta.. a 2 year long project.. bleah..

to third year.. when i barely survived my first sem in nus.. with the minds camp pd.. then started wondering if i should be doing anything else but work in the job in nov.. when everyone started schooling.. went to wuppertal.. had many meals with the germans.. and balk.. anne n christian n thomas n oleg n sarah n anton.. n wied.. and wonder how desmond could stand me.. and survive a year there.. without knowing a word of german.. did another tour of europe.. swore to go back paris again.. and swear to go back to europe most importantly.. of cos if i can go back to wuppertal before or during 2010.. tat's the best.. cos balk will be retiring then.. started my lab work.. miss my apt..bunked in anne's place.. miss the germans in tat small town..

to fourth year.. when my fyp start.. luckily anne came over.. else i would have died from missing wuppertal.. no results no results.. no results.. pfft.. miss the pple i might see when i sit outside lt6.. to end of fyp.. when i already dun see alot of pple cos i've been cooped up in my lab too often.. come ot think of it.. i do miss my lab alittle.. stupid mh..to today..

to the uncertainty tat lies ahead.. to go through the 4 years again? with no exams.. i would love to.. but with the exam system in nus.. i will miss nus.. the little stairs i climb.. the labs i go to.. the phd students i meet.. my little corner.. and everything.. i should bring camera along.. one day.. regardless of teh pple.. i should take photos of the areas.. bustop.. ea lvl 7.. lab.. canteens.. lt 6.. etc etc.. i'm missing you already..

it's the people tat i will miss the most.. esp the people i know through my course.. jo, yichao, pm, sam, marcus, steven, ks etc etc.. and it doesn't help when an sms was sent tat sounds like 'let's meet for the very very last time on the 8th may.. before we all grad and never meet again..'

tat's one of the fears i secretly held in check since year 4 started.. let's hope it doesn't come true..