i had the feeling that things were drifting away from me.. so i made extra effort to keep all the things closer to me.. but i guess the current is stronger than i am.. and how things are spinning out of control..

maybe not all.. some... but not all..

I went to make my appointment with Prof Engemann for my Plasma Technology exam, on Tuesday (10.07.07) only to realise to my horrors of horrors, Prof Engemann is going on a HOLIDAY!! starting next week.. and coming back only on the 1.Aug.. which means.. i have to take my exam then! but me and my hastiness have already booked my flights to and fro paris on the 1st of Aug and the 4th of Aug!! 5th being the day i return home.. so.. either i take on the 4th aug, which is a saturday.. ever heard of germans working on saturdays? or i pay additional 25 euros to cancel my airtickets. or i can take the exam today (thurs 12.07.07). guess which one i chose.. then went for lecture.. which ended at 6pm.. and what did i do when i reached home after visiting a fren for tips? i slowly ate my dinner.. and studied.. and studied.. and studied.. imagine taking 5 modules for a sem.. and never touched this particular module and never understanding what one of the lecturers said during class (there were 3) and having to complete studying this module in one day and one night.. luckily wed was my freee day.. else.. this is the once in a lifetime thing.. a thing i will only do cause i'm on exchange.. and i need only to pass this module.. if i needed to score.. i might not have taken the risk.. but all's well ends well.. with 2 hrs of slp last night i managed to pass this module with a B.. yeah!! phew.. i was so nervous inside that i keep freezing and stop thinking and i was trembling.. things like falling on the table when not being able to answer questions happened during the exam.. and i am really not close with the 2 examiners... my second and by far my most nervous exam.. but it was still great.. haa.. thanks to my study companion.. else i think i would have slacked alot more.. and not understood so much.. treat treat treat.. if i can turn back time.. i would definitely do it again.. why not? welllz.. till my last exam next week then my presentation back in sg.. ah wellz.. of cos before that hamburg, munich, prague and paris here i come!! did i mention metzingen? haa.. metzingen!!