sleepy.. but i think one day i'll just die of embarrassment.. bet all of you rem how easily i blush.. and to the extreme some more.. wonder why.. anyways.. blushed twice in this mth in one lousy office.. first was when this ultra tall guy named matthew intro himself in the supply room.. 2nd was this afternoon.. also a guy named matthew come to think of it.. why? but this one is younger and son of one of the executives.. btw.. none of them are good looking!! how sad?!

am supposed to be recieving assignment from the younger matt and as i was talking to him i could see the father and the son's expression change.. wonder why.. think think think.. must be bec i'm blushing.. cos the place suddenly seem very hot also..

WHY?! it's so embarrasing to be talking to some male stranger and seeing their exp change as i become more and more red.. reminds me of my sec sch days when i talk to this guy and i'll start blushing.. meaning conversation closed.. period. how to talk to some one i like in the future? or maybe i'll just die of heart attack cos blood rushing to my face.. so guys if i dun blush when i'm talking to you.. it means i'm comfortable with your presence.. and tat you should be honoured!! Sisters!!! haaa..

is there a mask of my face which i can wear when blushing so it's equi to digging a hole and hiding in it? then at least it's not so emabarrasing.. sigh..