i'm in love.. with this sad sad sad depressing song called "wish me happy b'dae" in chinese by wen lan.. dun ask me why.. but i just like tat song alot.. and i feel so deliciously sad when i hear the song.. and another song by her "qi yue qi ri qing".. also deliciously sad.. think i'm drooling le..

but please dun sing it on your birthday.. think it's so sad.. and depressing to sing such stuff to yourself.. (quoted from px)

finally got the vokabel protokoll out of the way.. now must pia my lab report.. why does everything like to clash? didn't really enjoyed the ktv session bec of the work piling up.. supposed to go home to do work on sat.. but went shopping instead.. feeling drained.. but dunno when can recover.. still feeling deliciously sad.. ich schwimme nicht in Geld.. aber ich hoffe.. ich schwimme in Selbstmitleid jetzt... schwimmen schwimmen...

ich moechte jetzt ins bett gehen.. am donnerstag habe ich ein muendliche pruefung.. (oral on thursday)... ich muss uebungen... say say only.. the oral prac cassette till now haven't even listen finish..sigh..