scared...

sent yujie off yesterday... kinda of sad.. but actually i'm not as close to her as i am to others.. but looking at qam and peggy her really close frens i was really heart broken... sigh... read one of their msg.. think weiling's.. it says tat she didn't really like yujie at first.. and onli realise her 'good' side after a while... me too.. it was onli after years of contact with her tat i realise her wonderful points... sigh.. is it too late? keep reminding myself tat it's not the end... and she'll be back but somehow 3 years is such a long time... 3 years.. . then when i came home my mum was telling me about the confusion in US bec of the computer crash.. wonder if she's reached safely... and the album they did for yujie.. i want one too!! haa... ya.. childish rite? but i want 1! muhaa... teng hui was complaining about his poor result.. jason got 4.2.. justin got 4.. i wonder wat did i get? i still dun dare to check.. even though it's 24 hours after the release of results.. how how? really worried.. haa.. looking forward to tml's nu jiang's gathering.. hope it'll be fun.. will meet 12 frens later in the afternoon.. hopefully after my haircut.. yesh.. i need a haircut.. scared.. haaa.. really scared...