dileminia

sigh... dun even know how to spell tat word... so sian diao... why this week so many activities one... hall orientation... tat reminds me... why did i stay in hall? when i live like 20 min direct bus from sch? og outings.. nvac activities... like the bbq and today's home visit... and best of all the meeting up with shu hui yujie peggy xinli yiling and sing pei.. tat's the best activity i can think of till now.. and it's tonight... where i heard the kender is celebratin dec's bdae and the astrid (my hall og) is at sentosa enjoying themselves or being tortured... choose one... ah.... is this the life i'm gg to lead or is it just this period of orientation weeks? next week also worse!!! got eng o week and hall o also... hall is for making the float which i skip for eng club also... haaa seems like i'm skipping all the hard work and just gg there to enjoy myself... feel quite guilty... hopefully after sch realli starts life will be more settled then i can choose the activities i realli want to go for.... nvac and the rotaract club? and my hall act and teh eng club? so busy and i'm streaming this year... when is life gg to settle? and me less busy?